As I sit in this TinyChat room with April, Hazel, Rey, and Jon all I can think about is how much I miss late night chatting. It’s Valentine’s Day. Yes it is. I have been feeling really emo lately. I’ve been missing that piece in my life. Of course, I brought this upon myself but I’m ready for the next one. I think I’ve grown enough to understand the challenges life has ahead of me. At the same time, I’m not rushing into ANY relationship.
Call me picky and beggers can’t be choosers but I don’t want to settle for anyone. I’ve settled many times in the past and I don’t want to settle this next time around. I’ve had my eyes set on someone right now but I’m ready to move on because she is nothing but a friend and I’d rather not mess things up. I digress, I am ready for the next one.
I think of all this stupid money I’m spending on girls, dates that lead to nothing but friendships or even brick walls in the road. It’s stupid. I’m too nice I suppose. I love hanging with friends. So let me give you a low down on me. I want my next girlfriend to know:
I love my family more than anything in the world, even though I talk about how much I hate them.
I love my friends as much as I love my family. If you can’t get over my friends and the way they act, then you can GTFO. (disclaimer: there are acquaintances that don’t matter. Remember, friends that mind don’t matter and friends that matter don’t mind.)
I love cars. Game. Set. Match.
I got a couple BEST friends (Randy, April, and Reggie) so love them a little more than my friends.
That being said, I’m ready for you, whoever you are. I want to get to know you. Time is running out, please don’t make me wait.